JANUARY 29, 2026

"and the setlist that you took off the stage has red and purple lipstick all over the page.."

As I'm typing this, it's 6:44 AM. I think I started on this entry like an hour ago.. I'm sort of starting to improve on my coding. I've learned quite a bit more recently. I'm going to keep the other entries how they were when I started though because I love the idea of being able to look back and see my improvement without having to archive the files. I'm eating chocolate cake right now, it;s sooo good..

I spent 8 hours yesterday deep cleaning my room. I'm embarassed to admit that I've been a hoarder for pretty much my whole life so far, but I'm working to change that. My room has always been awful. So awful, that no one has ever been up there, including maintnance workers or pest control. It might have been genuinely considered a biohazard in all honesty.

Since last month, I've been dedicating myself to throwing everything out and cleaning my space, organizing it, and making it into my dream space despite me moving out with my bf next year. I'm giving myself what I've been wanting my whole life, even if it takes a while, it's worth the time spent. Even then, it makes it so much easier to move, AND it will eventually turn into a habit that will always benefit me and keep my mind in a healthy place. The only regret is that I wish I was in the headspace to do this sooner, but I just need to look forward and go from here. My room is already looking SO much better and it FEELS so much better as well. Hopefully I'll be able to spend more time today organizing than cleaning but we'll see. :D

PROMPT 03- WRITE A LETTER TO SOMEONE BUT DON'T MENTION WHO.(01)

Dear [#######],

you're so much more important to me than I express and I'm sorry.